went to wild wild wet today.
with sha.
cus chester was there for fashion show.
so we were given free entry.
(:

played around.
sha was nice in her bikini.
so nice that it attracts attention.
unwanted attention.
from a teeko.

dirty man.
worse still...he was with his son.

and i thot he was stalking us.
cus we see him everywhere we go.
he even splash water at sha.

and she give him a nice and stern glare.
good job(:

we took lots of fotos(:
us in bikinis(:

haha(:

play and play.
but no sun.
chester was so cute.

fastforward......

oh ya, i saw ppl frm my skol too.


went for dinner.
sha sent a stupid thing to him without me knowing it.

and i received a weird reply.

sha sent ''miss you for the whole day today(: ''

and he replied..
''hee ...realli ma(: ''

than i was wondering what he meant..
than i sent " did you sent the wrong msg to the wrong person?''

he said no....
than she told me to check my sent messages and i knew something was wrong..

found out.
told him that it wasnt sent by me.

didnt reply.

SAD):

apologise.but i know its no use.

didnt reply.

sha msged to apologise.

finally he replied(:


all i wanna say to him is that...

i know i have nv say things like this to you before.
or even the most common thing couples say to each other.
but i always believe in actions rather than words.

however, i know deep down how impt you are to me.
i will not let you go.
unless i see no reason why i should hold on. isnt it?

i know theres many incidents when you gave in to me.
when you are not totally at fault.
you apologise to me.
something you will nv do in the past.
you should know.
i appreciate that.

you step into my world time and again.
but you nv fail to disappoint me in the past.
it took me alot of courage to face this again.
to face you, the past and everything.
its not easy. really.

you should know by now or even way back then that i
will nv accept anyone just like this.
i want a serious r/s and i told you.

tml is our 1 month aniversary.
but i want our 1 yr aniversary.
10 yrs aniversary.
so on...............


i am missing you everyday, every hour, min and secs.
but you will never know.
cus this is something i will never tell you.
but, what about you?
i hope you feel the same way as i do.


i will hang on, i will do anything...
just for you.

because i believe im myself, my choice.

i will cherish you, stop being so petty and being paranoid for the slighest thing.



HAPPY 1 MONTH ANIVERSARY DEAR(:
and ya..........
i love you. :P



veryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryvery much(:



are you very touched?

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8:47 AM

went SHOPPING with mich and sheen today!
sam wasnt there cus his mom didnt allow him to.
)):
we went seoul garden for lunch(:
but didnt eat a lot.
dun no why.
very ex....
14++ like that ))': (money flies even before i start to spend)

eat eat still eating....
went to look ard...
oh ya,i was in bugis(:


saw this top.
NICE.
super nice(:

saw this heels.
ORANGE HEELS.
COOL((:

guess wat?

i bought.
yes, both.

after that...

im broke.

but the top hoh.....
a bit....
not a bit...
is very...
LOW CUT.

i was so paiseh to show them..
though we are gals..
haha...
sheen ripped the curtains away..
and im like so paiseh...
HAHA.

but they say it was nice.
so i got it.
at just a cool $10 bucks.
when the actual price is like 42?
frm ebase.

the shoes....
oh my...
its so HOT.
TOTALLY(:
got it for 19 bucks.


now you know why im so broke?


hmmm....
guess he wont like me wearing the top):
cus its toooooooo LOW.
and i realise that ive got quite a flat chest))':
HAHA.

so he actually dun have to worry ppl looking at me.
HAHA(:


hmmmmmmmm.......

*i dun really mean what i say...
but if i didnt say that...
will you be concious?


hmmm....i guess.....
i love you more than anybody do...
except for you family,that it(:


but what abt you?



ppl...countdown with me...
3 days to 1 month.....((:


BIG SMILES(:

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9:27 AM

hmm...quite an eventful day today.

skip skip skip.
went to church.
actually wanted to go home after church today.
cus sis not with me.
but in the end still stayed on.
choir....choir...

singsingsing.

ppl start leaving.

left : alvin,kenny,timon,serena and me.

went for dinner with them.
at chinchin chicken rice.

went home.
trip home was HELL.

almost puke mydinner out.
haha.
trip too long and bumpy.
hmmm...

feel sick now.

sorry zhiyi.


one last chance.
just one.

pls remember wat you have promised me.

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7:53 AM

1 post specially for SHA.
to express my sincere apology.
for forgetting her birthday.


ok...here goes....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHALENE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU(:


short msg just for you , sha :

SHA is the world's best sister on earth.
cus we are definitely more than just plainly cousin-relationship.
we are more like sisters,or even each others best friend.
someone to share your sorrows with.
someone to share your joy with too.

so everyone out there...
i would like to express my sincere apology to SHA.

shes a sweetie pie, my 24/7 darling.

one last thing, you are definitely more important to me as compared to him(:
but that doesnt mean i dun .... him la.
haha.
you should know.
cus its two very diff thing.
right?

i love you, sha.
im here for you.
rain or shine.

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7:43 AM

POST(:

i did some homework!
YAY!

i've got nothing to post...
hmmmm

rewind...
class 4e3'06....

-a bunch of fun ppl...
-we may be naughty rude playful or even the WORSE express class in NV with the most no. of retainees since history..........

BUT WE ARE DEFINITELY THE CLASSS ALL TEACHERS WILL MISS(:

hmm...will definitely miss 4e3 when i graduate..

CLASS T SHIRT DESIGN.

eileen says he's not bad :p
haha..of course.

zhiyi says im bad):
thats true, sad to say.

ppl say to CHERISH.
I WILL(:


4e3 4e3 YO-AH-YO!
4e3 GIN-NA-S PA BUEY TOH!

heehee....WE ROCK!


hmm..i miss *** (:


the song goes: abcdefghijklmnop...........XYZ(:

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3:15 AM

HARROW ppl(:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AUNT HELEN,COUSIN CARINA AND SHEENA!!
(birthday falls on 1st june)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LIYING AND ALVIN!!
(birthday falls on 4th june)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO UNCLE SAM/SAMUEL/EN EN!!
(birthday falls on 9th june)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO MICHELLE!!
(birthday falls on 18thjune)

tata..hope that i didnt miss anyone out.
if not, TOO BAD((:
haha..jkjk...

hols is equivalent to no hols in short.
homework as high as a mountain.
with lots of revision to catch up.

fundamental exam soon.
CONGRATS to me, man.

outing with mich,sam and sheen(realise they are all older than me? haha)
on tues.
to celebrate our stepping down of leadership roles in choir.
not to celebrate but to relax.
to be exact.

i love them.
i love choir-GANG(:
include: shihui,joyce,x-mark,raymond,sam and me.( realise im the youngest again? they are all older than me = CHOIR SENIORS)
which means...they sayang me the most((: BIG SMILE.

its june 7th today.
time really flies.

im getting jealous over stuff i should not be.
silly me.

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2:09 AM

HELLO(:
im here to post a ...POST!
hmmm..went to KFC after skol for lunch todaywith cynthia and zhiyi.
on my way home since i've got organ lesson later on...
walkwalkwalk...somebody shouted.
sounds like my name....
i didnt bother..
i know thats rude.
than she shouted again
its like.. CORIIIIIINNNNNEEE!
i turned back and guess wat?
its MICHELLE!
haha...

-home-
open door.
lock door.
go toilet.
big and small business together.
bathe.
on fan.
on tv.
come hair.
open door.
ma came home.

-out-
pick jie frm skol.
she didnt bring her organ stuff..CONGRATULATION!
organ lesson.

teacher said i was stiff...and nervous.
but i wasnt...
i have to be in that funny position in order to play it.

oh ya..on the way to teacher's place, suddenly have this thought.

i wanna pierce holes....again.
ok, currently, stopped for more than a yr...
now 9 holes.
4 left 5 right.
wanna pierce one more.
-nose and tongue too.

not so soon la.

u might say im crazy.
i also think so :p


i feel so bad few days back...
it was my fault. TOTALLY
it was me and i knew it.
i was just simply PMS-ing and i threw my temper on him.
you guys should know who im referring to.
i felt so bad...
i actually sent something like
'' dun reply if you dun intend to..i cant be bothered with you since you nv fail to disappoint me''

he was busy..and i said that...
zhiyi say im bad):
she say i should give in at times...
but i nv did...really...
i should do some self-reflection.

im sorry..
but you didnt blame me...
you are the best(:


its so true when somebody treats you good and nice and you didnt cherish it.
you dun realise at that time.

but when you start losing it...you will regret.


learn to cherish.learn to give in too.


YES...GIRLS.




i nv told you...but...

ilu*

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6:32 AM